Quickwrite -- My Special Belonging

1. Pillow
2. My pet
3. Cellphone

If the war has occurred, or the strong disease that might can kill people rapidly has spread out, and we have to leave our home immediately, I guess I will bring my pillow that can always make me feel asleep quickly, my lovely pet and my cellphone, which is the most helpful and useful tool to keep in touch with others to avoid losing contacts -- of course, I will bring the charger if there is a plug -- We might don't know where should we go, but I think we will miss our lovely home very very much.
The most unforgettable thing at home, which is the thing I miss the most, must be the toilet in our clean bathroom. At outside, the toilet or the bathroom might be dirty --or extremely dirty--, but the toilet at home is totally sterile and clean, and there is a tool that's used for controlling the temperature on toilet mat, that if the weather is cold, you won't catch a cold easily during the time you are using the toilet. The second unforgettable thing at home must be my comfortable bed with my comfortable blanket. While the weather is cold, during the winter, the lovely blanket always keep me in warm that I won't get a flu easily. During the summer, I can turn on the air conditioner and stay in my bed, enjoy a good sleep and have a good dream in my bed with my blanket. I will always be energetic and sort of hyper next day after the good sleep with those stuffs. They are not just the things, they are my friends... kind of.
I love my home, so I don't want anything like war or strong disease like SARS, H1N1 or something that's more horrible happen in the future. I don't want to leave home in sudden by being forced. I don't want to lose anything I have!!

The Lyric of My Favorite Song and Its Theme

Lyrics

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

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The meaning of the lyric of this song is kind of dark since it's talking about an addict who has the addiction of drugs, alcohol, or cigarette and want to forget the pain.
Through the part of the lyric, "I'm picking me apart again/ You all assume/ I'm safe here in my room/ unless I try to start again", I think the narrator in the song is trying to get rid of his addiction and persuade himself that locking himself is the way to prevent him from taking drugs or self harming. Through the other part of the lyric, "I don't want to be the one/ The battles always choose/ 'Cause inside I realize/ That I'm the one confused", I think the narrator in the song is explaining the process of fighting with his addiction, and he doesn't want to be suffered under the pain anymore. And the chord of this song, "I don't know what's worth fighting for/ or why I have to scream/ I don't know why I instigate/ to say what I don't mean/ I don't know how I got this way/ I know it's not alright/ So I'm breaking the habit... tonight", must be talking about how the narrator in the song suffer in the such situation, like how he lost his mind to do something he doesn't mean to do and want to scream for help, so through the lyric, we can get that the narrator in the song feel helpless and extremely suffered. In the Bridge, which is "I'll paint it on the wall/ 'Cause I'm the one that falls/ I'll never fight again/ And this is how it ends", the narrator gives up to fight with the addiction, and has himself keeping being in the desperation. He want to suicide (Because in the music video, the guy who is singing, jumps off the building and drops right on the police car and dies.). Well, in the last words of the lyric, the narrator seems to be a little bit awake, and he wants to express his pain and feeling, and he decide to break his addiction.

The Theme of This Song : Don't touch drugs or anything that able to be addicted to you and have you being an addict, or you will regret and hardly guard against the addiction you have. That will be very miserable and extremely painful.